not meant to be

its a safe..

safe thing.. this hate..

everything thats stoping me

"you're not good enough, you'll never get what you really want."

sure.

sure.


if i could kill myself now i would.

in a non-worrying sense.

in a peaceful, it'll-be-quiet-now sense.


you cant just fight with just anyone.

you have to have a bond to fight.

if you have that bond, oh, such a great bond.

but u've lost the one that allows you to work it out. make up. really, get to the bottom of it.

then, well. you're fucked, you.

you get to go off n fuck yourself now. sorry for the vulgarity.

n oh look, look what you've done.


sure.

sure.

you suck in this shit world.

nothing new that isit.


this is why we ...

starry starry night

When a guy says "Thats okay, some guys like that kinda girl", they are not one of those guys.

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When i wanted to write about how, i didnt know how to act when you walked me home

because :

- i have a crush on you.

- in such a complicated, possibly indirect, not necessarily really about you kinda way.

- you have a girlfriend.

- n it is technically through her n my connections with her that i had a chance to know you.

- i cant remember. but Maybe because she was pretty possessive over you. coughcough.


But Why did you have to be an Aquarius!!

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Also. I cant exactly Call your boyfriend to get him to sort out your mess for you, when you refused to give me his number, can i? kehkehkeh.

Dont worry. i struggle unbelievably against whatever feelings i might have for your boyfriend, in a way you can not possibly ever understand, so that I am probably the safest person around.

:p