She was a bunch of laughs really
cracking a load of odd, random jokes..
infectious maybe.
He later said that it was how she dealt with her life, her condition n its probs, her depression.
but there was the point,
she turned to him after trying one of her jokes..
n said, You're not sweating, are you?
she looked at me incredulously, as if for laughs,
n then more pointedly, Are you sweating??
n he fumbled..
with a quick rub over his forehead..
No.. me? its just a.. i just have shiny skin..
No babe. you dont have shiny skin.
She didnt mean it literally, t'was her closing of one of her funny jokes..
You dont have shiny skin babe.
You're beautiful.
My heart breaks everytime i think of you.
not in a sad pity kinda way..
in an I love you kinda way.
if only your name wasnt.
n how beautiful it is..
You've been doing beautifully all this while..
dont let anyone ever let you feel like you're not. not for a second.
the way you do it, hold yourself,
its the most amazing of all.
