Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Question :

Do you ever wonder if you're good enough?

Question :

Do you ever have to worry that you aren't?


Or are you like me.
Constantly wishing you were.

Wondering if you're ever gonna be.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

two of us

Still hard to say goodbye.

still.

So you're right n im a sucker.

what difference is that gonna make?

as if anyones gonna be like me.
(havent found another)

as if you are.

why?

n if you do.
boy is that gonna kill.

who?

(Argh, i lost both phones! Goddammit!!)

some people have such rich lives.
some people are losers.

am so tired this being a part of yours.

"outside looking in"

its always been a case of 'what i can never have'
with the people i've loved.

im tired.
of dealing, of pretending.
of basically putting you above.

i dont want to be above.

i just dont want there to be two of us.

'You really wanna know Why its back to nought?
Its you being selfish. Thats why.
When have you ever let it be for me, n not you?
If you're about you, then its always gonna be about you.

Because i'm always, all about you.'


*cue Aaron Carter : 'Im all about you~~'*

"This is exactly why i broke up with you. So i wont have to deal with all of your crap. But now its still like being your boyfriend. Without the sex!"

"But you do get the sex."

natural air-conditioning.
so nice to sleep.

Have you ever tried exercising in the shower?
all the extra endorphins!

Hah. thats a joke just incase you didnt notice.

Man are showers therapeutic and awesome.
(as you can see, if you're astute enough)
i could stay in them forever.
i wonder why i dont do more of those.

Off now, looking awesome.
My boots my boots! I have new boots!
N my sweater that i love. eventho no one else seems to think so.. +_+"
i wonder why~

Out xmas shopping.
S'too bad it goes dark at 4.

Now, bugger off if you're gonna be all high n mighty.
Oh no, you've gone and made me sad now.

with your unhealthy shows.
(=p)

Fck, if life is so fcking perfect.

"coz we're awesome"

I'd talk to you, if it'd make a damn difference.

what about studying?

How long Can you love someone?

I'm done. Oh i wish i was.

Monday, December 8, 2008

let

"Hemorrhage (In My Hands)"


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Memories are just where you laid them

What did you expect to find?


Was it something you left behind?
Don't you remember anything I said when I said,


Don't fall away and leave me to myself


Am I the only place that you've left to go?



And leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands


And I watched as you turned away

You don't remember, but I do
You never even tried

-

"I ran out of love for you"

n sometimes you dont.

we count time.

so,
there has to be something, i know that.
there is something, we know that.

but more than that i'll never know.

i think the wrong girls get all the guys.

He asked, what are the sacrifices that women do for men.

This is what i do for you.

Yes, maybe we do rule the world.
but we'd give it up for you in a heartbeat.

just as quickly as you let us go.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

blower

cant cry anymore.

sometimes, it all wells up inside.

but its been awhile.

n sometimes you just cant cry anymore.

the worse part is wanting to.

-

maybe you do it without thinking.

coz you dont see, that for me its so much more.


cant take my eyes off you.

wish you wanted me too.

give it up too easy.
i think we both knew that.

Monday, December 1, 2008

迁就

Yea, im alive.

like you ever really cared.

I know you hate that part of me.

so what do i do?

always keep you happy?

always always.
?

" 你已经远远离开, 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你 "