dont go breaking my heart

You know how you tend to get mad and lash out at the people you love.
more than the people you dont know that well.

Thats because you trust the ones you love, to love you anyways.
Even after all you've done.
You trust them to love you, to know you. To understand.
To understand where you were coming from.
To understand what you were thinking.
Or to accept why you were feeling that way, even if they dont understand.
To know. that you are who you are. the one they love.
Even in that moment of weakness.


Notice another obvious thing?

The people you feel safest with.
are the only ones that can make you cry...

living in fantasy land. lie with me.

hi.
i shud blog a real blog but im lazy.
im not sure what i want to say here anyways.
too much n too little of many things.
:)
excuses huh.

exams coming up. next fri. have yet to study which is ofcourse really really bad.
no stress as yet. which explains the blogging. to excape studying i tell u.
this is bad.
need the stress to study. wonder why im so lax. really shud not be. i would like to score y'noe.

feel rather screwed.
want to have the night go on to leave me alone with my thoughts..
but this be nothing u havent heard before.

heres a song.

Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lie here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?

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Am rather hungry.
wud like to have cake.
hmmm.

oh ya. was looking at em shakeys promotion advertisement thingythingys that they send out y'noe?
god knows what theyre called. me forgets.
sniff.. dem nice pizzas.. (correction, dem nice Picture of pizzas)
make me hungry
salivate.
which sounds utterly gross ofcourse but shudup u guys do it to.

looked through some of my old posts coz was searching for something.
was nice n funny to read. embarassing as well.
was nice to see how i was at a time when my heart was completely at ease with itself.
yet to be given away n yet reasonably comfortable.
hmmm.

anyways. happy birthday dear. (past midnight. tho not at your place)
isnt something that i shud be calling you but oh well. who knows right. as long as i understand.
wish for you on your birthday.. be happy.. let yourself be happy..
dont be caught up with being sad..
take care..


no proper gardenia to make sandwich. dammit.