Earth Hour

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very emo~!

and check this out



so cool~
haha..

ok now i gtg, n turn off this page as well coz ppl are here.. in the dark.. n because i Made dem, now ive to provide entertainment, with My laptop.
haha~

maybe i know just how to hurt you


maybe thats why i hate myself

when i inadvertently do




maybe no more

maybe its lock-away



maybe all my claims of doing it for you...

n this is one more thing to do..



-

n that dark place...

thats where i'll be.




(who cares anymore)

maybe tis why i rather be alone


maybe when you turn off your need for anyone..

it doesnt matter so much when you have no one to turn to.

mistake

nobody else was a mistake.

nobody else,

but me.

Introducing...

Allyssa has met

the Most beautiful thing in the world~!

Behold!


maybe this would be a good time to, you know..
follow those ppl who name their phones.

Haha.

So, what do you think?
Any suggestions?
Look like a.. James? no..
Jordan? no...
William??? hahahaaa <--inside joke

Man!
Ive had it for 7 hrs now n Still i havent opened it!
Thats bcoz i spent the first few hours taking photos and admiring it..
Staring n staring..
Jus cant take my eyes off of you babe~!
Hahaa..

But after that i just got distracted by other stuff la.

Was a whole load of drama getting this phone, mind you.
But then again, my life has been wrought with So~ much drama in the last few days, you wouldn't believe.
Haha.
N ive managed to keep a good head through it all so..

I'm doing good..


Maybe u'll hear about it all some day.

Now its time to study!
(Damm its 3pm! Wtfoof! Didn mean for distractions to go so far..)

But wait!
First to uncover..
wait.. what name did we decide on?
=p

Sorry Edward, I love you, but Dr. Cullen is So. Hot!

*i swear its the dr's coat*
(omg)

oh... my... Gawwd!

Why is it so easy to steal my heart?

-

caring for someone more than they care for you in return
is a very tiring thing..

I think i'm like Edward.

its not easy being around you..
that, i can safely say.

you keep getting caught off-guard..
n then you struggle with what to feel,
what to think.

i did a 'noble' thing today.
i avoided the obstacle.
i looked away eventho it hurt.
because its not meant for me.

i am getting better at it
(its about time)

but sometimes its alright,
n sometimes it isnt.

but that means, sometimes it is, isnt it.

maybe i can do it?

maybe im doing it for me,
and for you.

*would you believe how much i never stopped.

*kiss..*

Question :

Do you ever wonder if you're good enough?

Question :

Do you ever have to worry that you aren't?


Or are you like me.
Constantly wishing you were.

Wondering if you're ever gonna be.

two of us

Still hard to say goodbye.

still.

So you're right n im a sucker.

what difference is that gonna make?

as if anyones gonna be like me.
(havent found another)

as if you are.

why?

n if you do.
boy is that gonna kill.

who?

(Argh, i lost both phones! Goddammit!!)

some people have such rich lives.
some people are losers.

am so tired this being a part of yours.

"outside looking in"

its always been a case of 'what i can never have'
with the people i've loved.

im tired.
of dealing, of pretending.
of basically putting you above.

i dont want to be above.

i just dont want there to be two of us.

'You really wanna know Why its back to nought?
Its you being selfish. Thats why.
When have you ever let it be for me, n not you?
If you're about you, then its always gonna be about you.

Because i'm always, all about you.'

*cue Aaron Carter : 'Im all about you~~'*

"This is exactly why i broke up with you. So i wont have to deal with all of your crap. But now its still like being your boyfriend. Without the sex!"

"But you do get the sex."

natural air-conditioning.
so nice to sleep.

Have you ever tried exercising in the shower?
all the extra endorphins!

Hah. thats a joke just incase you didnt notice.

Man are showers therapeutic and awesome.
(as you can see, if you're astute enough)
i could stay in them forever.
i wonder why i dont do more of those.

Off now, looking awesome.
My boots my boots! I have new boots!
N my sweater that i love. eventho no one else seems to think so.. +_+"
i wonder why~

Out xmas shopping.
S'too bad it goes dark at 4.

Now, bugger off if you're gonna be all high n mighty.

Oh no, you've gone and made me sad now.

with your unhealthy shows.
(=p)

Fck, if life is so fcking perfect.

"coz we're awesome"

I'd talk to you, if it'd make a damn difference.

what about studying?

How long Can you love someone?

I'm done. Oh i wish i was.

let

"Hemorrhage (In My Hands)"

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Memories are just where you laid them

What did you expect to find?

Was it something you left behind?
Don't you remember anything I said when I said,


Don't fall away and leave me to myself


Am I the only place that you've left to go?


And leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands

And I watched as you turned away
You don't remember, but I do
You never even tried

-

"I ran out of love for you"

n sometimes you dont.

we count time.

so,
there has to be something, i know that.
there is something, we know that.

but more than that i'll never know.

i think the wrong girls get all the guys.

He asked, what are the sacrifices that women do for men.

This is what i do for you.

Yes, maybe we do rule the world.
but we'd give it up for you in a heartbeat.

just as quickly as you let us go.

blower

cant cry anymore.

sometimes, it all wells up inside.

but its been awhile.

n sometimes you just cant cry anymore.

the worse part is wanting to.

-

maybe you do it without thinking.

coz you dont see, that for me its so much more.


cant take my eyes off you.

wish you wanted me too.

give it up too easy.
i think we both knew that.

迁就

Yea, im alive.

like you ever really cared.

I know you hate that part of me.

so what do i do?

always keep you happy?

always always.
?

" 你已经远远离开, 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你 "

the game

i dont know how to play this game with you..

dont know how to play the game, the game for you.

im lost.
all over again.

its sad inside.

cant live a life.
cant live A life
without you
now

when i could.

again.

everything in my life is put on hold
until i see you again
starts with you
ends with you
when thats too much even for me to say.

do i tell you?
do i not?
do i try harder?
do i not?

its so different.
i know it is.

i know.

what do i do different?
how do i learn?
when to give and when to take
when to push and when to wait.

so much better when i could start over
with something new..
but now im stuck here with you.


i dont know how to play this game.
this game for you.

swing swing

I f*cking miss you.

haih.

*washes mouth with soap*



How do you(i) say 'no' when you're all i can think of.


n who to make me better.

mess

If I called you,

would you listen and not speak?

*counts the days..*
maybe its about the right time to feel..

Friendless,
and abandoned,
and longing for more.

and 2.0a and 2.0b have lost their novelty.

i wanted to dress up in black, and white hair, and blood today.

my rooms in some kinda mess.

But atleast theres a party tomorrow.
where 1.0 will be.

-
she was right.
you need to trust someone enough, to tell them.

n i dont.
dont trust anyone enough.

n so i eat chocolate digestive biscuits.